I am In Between

tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-169164552012-02-17T03:55:22.420+08:00I am In Betweenvoicing my thoughts to quiet my ragetonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.comBlogger261100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-36422192097269097962008-09-04T20:13:00.000+08:002008-09-04T20:16:53.020+08:00BAGO ANG BABAE

-Rebecca AnonuevoMabuti na lang at sa panahong ito akoIpinanganak na babae.Hindi ko kailangang manahimikKung kailangang magsalita.Hindi ko kailangang magsalitaKung nais kong manahimik.Hindi ko kailangang ipaliwanagO hindi ipaliwanag ang bawat pagpapasiya.Hindi ko kailangang sumunod sa inaasahanNg lahat, tulad ng pag-aasawa.Kung mag-asawa man ako'yHindi ko kailangang matakotKung dumating ang araw

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-12146024069178969772008-08-30T15:07:00.003+08:002008-09-04T20:20:38.294+08:00How Far You've Come (Keri Noble)

It was just one of those days,Nothing's going right and it might all fall apartShe feels like she's just too tiredTo fight anymoreJust how much can one girl take before she breaksIt was not too long agoEvery dream was coming trueBut that was all beforeShe can't figure out what to doBut she knowsno matter just how much this takesShe won't breakClose your eyes, take a breathDon't let yourself

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-16066722490633378282008-05-14T21:45:00.007+08:002008-05-25T14:02:58.152+08:00

i hate that i'm half as blind at 24i hate that i can't hear what you're saying without seeing your lips movei hate that i am not as athletic as beforei hate that this is so much different from what i expected it to bei hate the irony of me being able to make other people happy and yet suffering inside because of the distance between usi hate that i long to have you hug me, and have no one to run

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-54199669205976405062007-11-19T21:37:00.000+08:002008-04-07T12:40:08.034+08:00when you love someone

When you love someone, And you love them with your heart,It never disappears when you're apart.When you love someone And you've done all you can do,You set them free. And if that love was true,When you love someone It will all come back to you

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-57647725699280098542007-11-18T23:36:00.000+08:002008-04-07T12:38:30.432+08:00life

life is complicated as it is.we should not complicate it any further.

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-40858193459392905022007-06-16T16:55:00.000+08:002007-12-16T22:23:42.236+08:00finally working

I started working last April 24, at a Japanese-affiliated company nonetheless, so much for my "never having to deal with anything japanese AGAIN" motto!luckily though my work did not take much adjusting on my part, the people I work with are a bunch of youngsters, too much brain at an early age I guess, is that really the trend these days??!!!..and because I am working already, I realized that I

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-52652443256378937052007-06-03T14:41:00.000+08:002007-09-04T22:23:10.984+08:00children nowadays

children nowadays have a much different level of satisfaction... you`ll be surprised at how much they demand and how much they know to make you give in to what they want from you... strange?!!!i think, it`s just the changes of the times...say you see a little girl sweeping their front yard, you`ll perhaps wonder, what in the world is wrong with this girl? why is she not with other kids, playing,

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-10481454309181912472007-03-17T22:30:00.000+08:002007-03-17T22:41:42.742+08:00i finally graduated

i am a graduate student, although I never thought that feat possible in my case...after the finger-numbing two weeks of writing i did, the 4 kilos i lost in weight due to stress and many a sleepless night, poo-smelling breath due to too much coffee to stay awake and continue writing, gruesome licensure exam that i need to take and yet fail to pass...after almost giving up because I was too tired

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-53228191062214175812007-02-12T04:32:00.000+08:002007-02-12T04:32:24.911+08:00the things we take for granted

be thankful for another day that unfoldsbe thankful for the fresh air that you breathebe thankful that you have love in your life, be it from your friends, your family, your neighbor, your teacher, your parish priest, even your pet...be thankful because you are not being judged by what you identify asbe thankful, have hope, and fight for what you believe in

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-25196505378468243982007-02-12T03:23:00.000+08:002007-02-12T04:24:40.055+08:00hiding to be free

i hide in the night and i let my thoughts just flow,i hide in the night where i can pretend that i am a writeri hide in the night because then nobody's there to noticei hide in the night to be myselfi hide in the night to let out the real me, i hide in the night...so that no one will see

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-39811457532682153162006-11-17T13:01:00.000+08:002007-02-12T01:02:16.953+08:00shut up

my classmate is a blabbermouth, she never knows when to shut up, she is briefly said, a mouth with two legs...i don't know how long i could take this..seriously.

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-68440489284455930812006-11-09T23:57:00.000+08:002008-04-07T12:38:30.432+08:00everybody wants to be remembered when they die

my greatest fear in life is to be forgotten by those people i cherished. that perhaps while we all pass in this life and go our separate ways, they would not remember that i have encountered them and have been a part of their life someway, somehow!

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-791020767195561192006-09-10T19:58:00.000+08:002008-04-07T12:40:08.034+08:00What is a Hug?

Written last December 12, 20041:03 AM (Japan Time)One thing you realize when you are away from people you love, is this: A hug from someone who cares is worth a million and more words that are said by a person who you don't really connect to.Well, actually NO. In fact, a HUG is more than that, much much more. You miss hugs because a hug makes you feel secure, warm, cared for and most

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1156507808679902432006-08-25T19:52:00.000+08:002008-04-07T12:40:08.035+08:00when holding hands means so much more than you thought you know

it's not just a means of showing affection, it's way deeper, it conveys your true love for that one person you know you are destined to share your life forever. i maybe speaking from my own personal experience, but if you give it a little more consideration then you may find it true for yourself...

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1155326603863306032006-08-12T04:00:00.000+08:002006-08-12T04:03:23.883+08:00random thoughts at an ungodly hour

when you love someone, they become a part of you forever, and you will always love them, maybe a little less or a bit different, but the love you had will always remainyou may not always get what you want in life, but you always get what you deserve

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1153501068518676092006-07-22T00:57:00.000+08:002007-02-20T02:49:11.454+08:00untitled

Part of me diedMy heart stopped beatingThoughts quit racingLife lost its meaningI think back to that timeThat most horrific dayWhen I broke your heartAnd threw our love awayYou are far from meGone is our love which was trueI miss your soft touchI miss my world that is youNow I wake from slumberRealizing it was all but a dreamI look around to find youBut the mirror reveals only meI hope to find

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1151646452559600442006-06-30T13:39:00.000+08:002008-04-07T12:40:08.035+08:00that one person is

that one person to whom you entrusted that most vulnerable part of you, and who holds the dearest part of your soul, is also the one and only person that could take you so high, or could take you so low...for it is in sharing the most vulnerable part of yourself that you truly love, and although that one and only person has caused you so much hurt, it is also only her who could ever take that

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1151154423412252142006-06-24T20:48:00.000+08:002006-06-24T21:07:03.433+08:00longing

I've been a mess lately, I never get enough sleep and my head is spinning to get a grip on how to make ends meet...I am not used to having this responsibility on my shoulders and when I come to think of it, I want to complain. But we do what we have to and we deal with results in the end...That result being, in my case, neglecting the person i love most...I was wrong and I hope I could make it

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1148829226194828982006-05-28T22:47:00.000+08:002006-05-28T23:21:45.246+08:00never expect

ang dami kong gustong sabihin dito dahil marami masyado, hindi ko alam pano na sya ire-relate...first of all, sana hindi na lang natutunan ng tao yung word na "expect". kasi kung di alam ng tao yun, I think mas contented siya sa buhay na meron siya. If you expect, there's always the risk of being let down or feeling frustrated kasi hindi nangyari yung gusto mo. Samantalang kung hindi natin

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1147592007273603982006-05-14T15:33:00.000+08:002008-04-07T12:40:08.035+08:00i love her

when I first set out in this journey we call love, I never thought it would give me the roller coaster of emotion of my life...but despite all these and despite all that I know would still come and would probably put me and the one I love under a lot of strain, there's one thing I know I've been lucky to have found for sure: I know that She loves me and I love her and that we may not be at our

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1130785163814339432005-11-01T02:58:00.000+08:002005-11-01T02:59:23.816+08:00and my sister told me so...

You are an AtheistWhen it comes to religion, you're a non-believer (simple as that).You prefer to think about what's known and proven.You don't need religion to solve life's problems.Instead, you tend to work things out with logic and philosophy.What's Your Religious Philosophy?

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1130784514206634522005-11-01T02:47:00.000+08:002005-11-01T02:48:34.223+08:00most accurate personality test result...so far

Your Personality IsRational (NT)You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1130249742748402612005-10-25T22:15:00.000+08:002005-10-25T22:15:42.800+08:00see, I am in Between

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% GirlishYou are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1128965094762376012005-10-11T01:24:00.000+08:002005-10-11T01:39:46.553+08:00the end

I have been in a rollercoaster of emotions lately, I thought I have shed a new light on myself and to what I still call as my relationship with my partner. But as this new day unfolds, here I am in front of my laptop having just received an e-mail from my ex, saying that she won’t wait anymore. That for her, it’s all said and done and she just chooses to move on with her own life and wishing me

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1127625320289510272005-09-25T13:13:00.000+08:002005-09-25T13:15:20.293+08:00it`s been a while

it`s exactly a week now since I left the confines of my relationship and set out to find myself and redefine who I really am..

tonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16979286651077911541noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16916455.post-1127489379440988862005-09-23T23:26:00.000+08:002005-09-23T23:29:39.443+08:00i am a-ddict

gray is the color of this post because i feel grayish, as in uncertain lately not just about myself but about my whole life and even more surprisingly about posting something here,,i just thought i`d use this site as some sort of an outlet for my vents and angsts about me, myself and I,,

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